it is a matter of principle.
sometimes, people's behaviour can be extremely baffling.
"Dependency on the love and support of others is a good thing. But dependency has an ultimate purpose: growth."
- Dr. John Townsend -
with every passing moment.
i chose the safe and easy.
for what is there to compel me to choose otherwise.
keeping on the straight and narrow is no easy feat.
there are some parts of the mind and self that cannot, at any cost, be openly subject to public viewing.
thats just the way it is.
because for many, it can be so appalling that its impact is akin to that of indecency and grotesque conduct.
what a puppet on a string must feel.
i protest no more.
when you cried, i'd wipe away all your tears
when you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your fears
and i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me.
perfection at 6:24 PM
rumination will be the death of me.
one-way decision-making in a multi-stakeholder endeavour.
what i'd give for consistency.
consistency that would drive out insanity.
"You deserve someone who's crazy about you."
- New Girl 2 -
that feeling when you and your band make good music.
smooth, intoxicating, exhilarating.
thoughtfulness is felt the strongest only when it is taken away.
then, rediscover life.
it is bewildering, unfair and often incredulous like that.
maybe i should joke about it instead, like hospital staff do.
there are things we dont say.
things we hide away.
for once they are known, there is no going back.
back to yesterday.
but it is an even greater terror, to live in the dark believing a lie.
note to self.
"Where there is deception, there is no relationship. The real problem is that when you are with someone who is deceptive, you never know what reality is. As one woman said: It makes you question everything."
- Dr. Henry Cloud -
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind a silver screen
and all its sad goodbyes
so i'm never gonna dance again
the way i danced with you.
perfection at 7:45 PM
